I'm sorry if I feel very distant right now and hard to reach.... I'm both closer and further than I always am....  I'm at the still point in the center and only those who have done their personal shadow work properly are allowed there. It's one of the less talked about gifts,  but it's the place where lightworkers go to rest during the times of chaos when they're not actively needed.  It's a bit like the eye of a hurricane where everything is whirling chaos around you,  but right in the center is the calm.   Or.  More accurately.  The stillness at the center is like the center of a wheel - where the wheel itself turns and turns but right at the post through the center on which it turns is the still point in the center.  Most people,  caught up in their lessons and their accrued karma,  they're stuck on the outside of the wheel and it's the wheel that turns the course of their lives based on what they have done and what they still must learn.  But the more work you've done,  the closer to the center you move, then the quicker and more intense your luck or fate hits you if you make karmic missteps or do good to realign yourself.  But once you have done all your currently needed shadow work and your negative karma is cleared, you are granted access to the still point at the center. For as long as you do not make choices that would accrue the sort of karma that would expel you from the still point of the center. Never permanent expulsion,  just lasting as long as you won't do the work to deserve to reach it.

It's a refuge for lightworkers when the work to be done isn't ours.... A place of rest between battles...  And right now,  because it's the calm in the center of the storm,  all the lightworkers are there,  to a greater or lesser extent.

Because.  Right now,  much has been dragged into the light and is being confronted by those who never lived it in past lives.  But the inner work of the healing and the personal battles.... That's all individual work.  The catalysts for an opportunity to change are just that - an opportunity you earned.  Whether you accept or reject the offer of assistance to show you a way through and to show you where to put the energy into the work,  the healing and growth itself must be free will choices of the individual.

Now is the time of facing the shadow work if you have it in you to be faced. Or, if you still run ego-driven scared, of continuing to run from the healing because it hurts and requires letting go of the ego's need to be right and instead asks you to face what is true. Or if you're a true lightworker  centered in yourself at this time, then it's now a time of rest and wyrd calm while everyone else's agitation builds depending on if they're choosing to face or hide what has been brought into the light about themselves.

I have seen and I know what is coming on the other side of the eye of the storm.  The latter half of 2020 will be more painful and far more deadly dangerous than the first half.....  What remains to be dragged into the light is even uglier.  And the defensiveness of those who have chosen greed/ego at the expense of compassion/oneness is going to erupt in a way that it has not in a very long time.  It's all being dragged into the light to be examined and destroyed - that is the demand that I/we made to create the stepping stone path if the youngest souls would choose to walk it with us old souls.

You have til the comet passes out of sight of the naked eye and we enter the lion's gate to get your inner work in order and do the shadow work you know you must do to clean house in your soul.  Once we're past that,  more Hell will break loose and the battles to be fought in the name of humanity as a whole will be too grave and too dire for you to do any personal work.

I urge you to do whatever karmic shadow work is required for you to earn access to the still point at the center.  And....  Even if you love them dearly....  Don't take up arms trying to battle the inner demons even of loved ones like your sibling or other family - the one whose choices accrued the karma is the only one whose choices can alter their fate on the wheel....  You can only hurt yourself by trying to fight their battles for them, you cannot help or heal them of what their own choices made in free will have manifested for their karma....  You have your own shadow work to do - you cannot do a damn bit of the shadow work of another soul.  No matter how dearly you love them.

If you need me,  do  your inner work so you can join me in the still point at the center.  Otherwise,  I'll see you if/when you find me on the other side of the year of perfect vision. And through it all, keep fighting to stay on the side of compassion and empathy for the oneness of all being and all spirit, fighting against injustice and cruelty and systems of oppression.  That is the primary marker for the stepping stone path that liberates us all together or will destroy mankind entirely if we fail this crucible of testing....