I'm so glad that We Banjo 3 has postponed the rest of this leg of their tour and are all heading home to weather this - Milwaukee has already been rescheduled for June!!!

That said,  I'm so grateful and happy to have had tonight's show as the last of the 3 night run!!! It was so good!!!  😍  AND they did a facebook live of the ENTIRE show for everyone not there tonight and also for me to rewatch!!!!

That said,  even with the fb live,  Dave was super adorably bad with his constant fixation and joy staring at me.  And it was extra obvious given I was in the front row on the side of Enda (banjo player) on the other half the stage.  But he's so full of love and light and hope and desire and determined knowing what he wants for his future.  I've never seen him like this before,  not in all 8 years since crossing paths!

Nothing happened overtly said between us - but I also told him straight out if he weren't taking care of himself so carefully I'd run away to protect him rather than having me accidentally get him sick.  (He has a comorbidity outside the age stats - but he told me about it last year in private.) I hope he's flying home to his parents in Galway where he'll have real health care if treatment is needed - but then again he'd not want to bring it to them.... at least he'll not be on the road.

Also,  the two new songs promised to be on the next album were played for the facebook live tonight!!!  And,  two nights ago on my first hearing them,  he asked for my reactions,  and then has actually taken my advice into how they're workshopping and building the songwriting better before recording them!! 😍 The first one, without a name but which I call Believe has been in my head constantly since first hearing it.  And I've been falling asleep to the second iteration of the chorus  every night since then - his voice like a manyra singing through my sleep:
"I believe in love my dear,  I believe in love.
I believe in love my dear,  that is and always was.
I believe in love my dear,  I believe in love.
I believe in love my dear,  and maybe love's enough."

It's a nice peaceful thing to fall asleep to.  And it strengthens the karmic bond between Dave and me,  while drowning out even the echoes from any other strong karmic bond in me.

All my Match concert plans are officially cancelled.  Which is sad but for the best. Nothing more for me to look forward to this month except getting an early start in my garden at work  - though now Dave and his brothers  (biological and band brothers) know how delighted I get from happy surprises, I expect lots of them are in my future,  lol.