*sigh* I threw up some of salad I had at 5am due to the combined pain from my shoulder and my low-grade migraine from the pressure change.  I ate about half of it before I got sick and I only got a little sick not all of it sick. Still.  It was unpleasant.

And I'm not currently hungry,  but I havwn't eaten much the last couple days and if this becomes a full blown migraine from the barometric shift,  I won't eat til the migraine passes....  But as long as I don't feel hungry,  I'm loathe to make me anything to eat...  There's always a chance after I get sick on something I might not be able to eat it again for a while....  I got REALLY sick on a bbq chicken and bacon sub from Subway (before my pork allergy was known) and couldn't eat ANYTHING bbq sauce for a solid 15 years,  even the smell of bbq sauce made me queasy.  A little over a year ago,  I got incredibly sick on some summer squash that looked fine but had turned,  and to this day I don't like itand will sometimes throw up on perfectly fine zucchini/summer squash..... I have no idea when I'll be able to eat it again,  but even the smell of zoodles now makes me queasy even with other flavors/scents that should overpower that. I've also had stomach flu of my body completely rejecting all food for over a week til it's ready and then I can only eat small amounts of rice with rosemary for several days to a week before I'm better enough to eat other things.

(this is also why I LIKE having extra weight on me,  if I get a multi day migraine or a fever or a stomach flu bad enough it's close to two weeks before I can eat real food again,  my body NEEDS some stores to get me through. Without that,  I'd end up hospitalized. So I actually start worrying when I get TOO thin.  I don't consider it a good thing.... Just in case.)

I have an incredibly weak stomach,  always have thrown up easily.  (For example: I can't drink black tea on an empty stomach or 3 outof 5 times I try,  I throw up.  Green tea,  white tea,  oolong tea,  black coffee are all fine on an empty stomach.  But never black tea on an empty stomach.)  I also throw up pills - my guess it's because gel caps are all pork based and pork gelatin is a common binding agent unless it says it's kosher/halal or unless they say they're vegan, but at this point I've thrown up so many pills thatmy body automatically reje ts them....

And I do throw up from pain.  And yes,  that includes throwing up bile due to the pain of offkey pitchy vocalists.  Most recently The High Women have made me throw up twice.  Also Kacey Musgraves,  though I don't even feel badly about that as it was a date who thought forcing me to listen to it could make me "get over" my synesthsia induced pain - instead it made me vomit all over his car.  😂 I didn't even apologize for it,  because I'd told him and warned him that her vocals caused me physical pain and he said that I was exaggerating and wouldn't change it from her album teying to get me to listen to songs of hers he thought I should like despite my ever more obvious signs of being in pain.  So I don't feel bad at all over vomiting all over his car from the pain of being forced to listen to Kacey Musgraves - he didn't listen to me when I explained my syhenesthesia and the pain her offkey vocals caused me.  And if you won't listen to somebody telling you,  "this causes me physical pain when you do it,  please stop or I'll leave the situation" than you're just an absolutely shit human to try to make them see it's really not that bad. So he deserved his car full of vomit,  and I honest didn't feel even the slightest bit bad.  Also thrown up from Rascal Flatts,  multiple times. (one of my best friends in middle school loved The Rascal Flatts - it took thrice me getting sick with them on for her to stop and another time in the car with her parents.)  Also Tim McGraw. Also some horrid bro country that's been on places and I never bothered to look it up....  Also thrown up from both Shania Twain and Taylor Swift - though they both take longer til they hit enough offkey notes to cause me enough pain to throw up. Basically,  as I've told you many times,  with my synesthesia the pain of the twangy vocals in country music is always a problem.  And if I'm already nauseous or in pain or you try to make me continue listening to it,  then the pain will get intense enough to make a mess for you as well...

Anyway,  very weak stomach.  Always. Weak enough that the smell of white vinegar would make me retch up bile as a kid even when perfectly healthy,  lol.  And any pain at all makes it worse....  So even though I've not eaten much the last couple of days,  I dunno if I want to try to make me eat this morning between my shoulder and my start of a migraine that I can tell will be full blown in 12 hours or less and will likely last most of tomorrow.... I'll drink some tea (not black tea though!) throughout the day to stave off dehydration,  but I think I'll avoid food unless I get hungry....