Dayumn Bronx is good!!!  They are literally the best. THE BEST!!!!  They channel for tarot better than anyone I've ever met or encountered.

My Pisces Rising felt what they had to say 2 days ago as being intensely accurate, but ufgh my Libra Sun felt this month's reading like a sucker punch in the gut.... Their patreon extended readings for water and air signs for the first half of the month were good, but these were.... Damn..... They hit bullseye on damn near everything, especially about my most recent testing of my emotional heartstrings over the last 36 hours.....  Didn't do so well on it last night, felt myself get triggered and responded. but tonight I was better centered and grounded and feeling untouchable. Or rather... touchable but not able to be manipulated. Other than a wave of intense sorrow down the bond around 10pm, but I was kind of expecting it from him.

I'mma have to rewatch the Libra video multiple times. because damn Bronx hit that one out of the park eerily accurate for me.... Thought I'd gotten my heart to a point where pulling the same strings didn't pull the same old heartache -- but it did. So this is is where we at.

 And it's past time for me to truly accept the ending of the ending.  Not just the grieving and the sense of injustice and how deeply I was wronged (karma will sort THAT shit out though.... And I'm a Libra with a Capricorn moon and Aquarius in in my 12th house. I'm as closely linked in inextricably bound to karma as possible. I've said since I was a child that Serendipity lives on my left shoulder and Karma on my right. She is a right bitch and acts out immediately at anything done to me or done where I may see them.... Even when I ask mercy, karma is inflexible. Don't piss her off.  I've never had a life before this with karma being THIS swift and accurate, in any of my lives.)  but I need to finish the letting go and my acceptance of its necessity. Karma can sort out the injustice and the refusal to face it and fix it.... And she will.

Also, their birthday is the same as my sister (different year though.)  There are actually a lot of Virgo ladies who are near and dear to me..... Libras, Tauruses, Pisces, Virgos, Capricorns, Scorpios are the most common in my life. Couple of Cancers, Aries, and Sagittariuses to spice things up. Also a couple of Leos and a couple of Geminis, but they're not as easy to deal with as the others -- mostly because they're prone to creating unnecessary drama and getting defensive which makes them petty and vengeful and not good humans. And the more they realize they were acting like shit to someone, the worse they are about it.  I don't actually have any Aquariuses in my life, even as acquaintances -- they're the sign I connect to and get the least... I also have no planets or major anything in Aquarius and it rules my 12th house.

Going back to rewatching Lord of the Rings extended edition now. (Started earlier today because Mikaela had never seen it. Uncertain when we'll be finishing it now though since her dad decided to rent a cabin AirBnB with no refunds for the long weekend and didn't tell her until today and we had been planning to finish it tomorrow. She was not pleased. O well. She may have to wait til a school break since her classes start online again on Tuesday. We'll see how much work she has her first week -- her homework may be minimal or maybe we could make weekend plans to finish the series if she wants.... but I decided to finish my rewatch without her and wait til whenever she's available to finish the rewatch.

And then briefly cat sitting for Sat/Sun AND Skerryvore have their online concert on Saturday!

But oooh Bronx got this month right!